i always thought it was dumb for him to pick me in the first place. i'm not special... never was... never will be. he just made me believe i was && broke my heart when he finally realized i wasn't.
how will you know i'm hurting if you cannot see my pain. to wear it on my body tells what words cannot explain.
there's a girl in my mirror crying tonight... nothing i say seems to make her feel alright.
behind my smile is a hurting heart. behind my laugh i'm falling apart. look closely and you will see... the girl i am isn't really me.
another poem, another line, another girl pretending she's fne... another hour, another day, she wishes she could get away... another heartbreak, another tear, another excuse she doesn't want to hear... another paper, another pen, she writes she wants to be strong again... another story, another lie, another night that she will cry... another band, another song, another day passed, slowly gone... another scream, another doubt, "kick me while i'm down" to him she'd shout... another forced smile, another broken heart, just another girl wishing life would restart.
i hate myself for needing this. i love our twisted little mess. i know its wrong but it feels right. the taste of tears are bittersweet tonight.
love starts with a hug... grows with a kiss... and ends with a tear.
you can see in my eyes that i'm not okay... i know you're afraid to help me... i watched you walk away.
they all have somebody to love them && i cant help but then its not fair. all i have is one smiple request, i just want someone to care.
i wish i was as invisible as you make me feel.
and so there she stood, on the edge of the bridge, looking down at the dark water. the last thought going through her mind was how he said he loved her... and the broken her heart. so with one last final breath, she pushed forward, and for one second she actually felt as if she was flying... that is, until she hit the icy water below.
suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
life is merely a death wish.
she knew she didnt have much time as the blood ran down her arm. she starts to cry, but why? wasnt this what she wanted after all? she takes her last breath and decides she doesnt want to die. too late she's become the statistic. just another teen suicide.
so i'll put on a smile and pretend like everythings okay
music is the medicine of a broken heart
you're my right when everythings wrong. you're always there to keep me strong. you've dried my tears when i wanted to cry, and you made life worth living for when i wanted to die.
nd all of my friends call me stupid for wanting to be with you.
they tell me that i can do a hundred times better than you.
but nobody understands how much i truly care for you.
"hi" is such a small word.
but from the right person
it can mean everything
one smile from him makes my..
5 am wake up
nothing to wear
no hairspray left
missed the bus
late for class
..whole day worth while..<3
it's that feeling you give me for no apparent reason
he's just the kind of guy that you can't
get to sleep knowing you're mad at eachother
people tell me to get oer him but they dont understand i already tried
suicide is a permanent solution
to a temporary problem
someday someone will show you why it never worked out with everyone else
she only wanted to trust you but you let her down too
one of the toughest parts of life is deciding when to give up or try harder
sometimes i wonder why some words can mean nothing
and some silence can mean everything
well maybe i'm a little bit slow
or just consistenly inconsistent
maybe i'm not up to being a victim of love
just once i wanna be the girl
that keeps you awake at night
nd i just get sick of the things that we think
we always think we know
i'd look at the brightside..
if i could find it... -Eeyore
truth hurts, lies kill
its always the person you want that you're better off without
its a simple thought and question..
and requires only a simple answer
you usually dont see how strong a person is
until you see then at their weakest
always follow your heart
you may not end up where you were headed
but you'll always end up where your meant to be
i just wanted you to feel the same way too
i met you and thats the most amazing thing that ever happened to me
beauty only gets attention,
personality captures the heart
nd i would still die for you
one thought of you is all it takes
to elave the rest of the world behind
i wanna do exactly what you did to me
lead you on
make you fall for me
and then just let go effortlessly
i'm talking enough for both of us..
i'm spilling my heart out to you
so please stop me before i say something
i'll regret and never forget
i'm here helplessly in love
and nothing can stop me
you are everything i never knew i always wanted
i wake up smiling everyday`cause
in my dreams you kiss my fears
away`but the smile fades when
i'm not thinking of you `because the
reality is not all dreams come
. . . t r u e
e v e r y stOry has an endiNg'
but iN LifE [evEry EnDing] is a
` - - n e w b e g i n n i n g *
sometimes there are no timeouts, no mext times, no second chances... sometimes it's [ NoW or NeVeR ]
.nd the more guys i meet
the more i realize that
i only want to be with you.
she slipped on a kiss
and stumbled into love <3
i'm kindasortamaybe falling for you.
i'm sitting here trying to convince myself that you're not the one for me, but the more i think. the less i believe it.
she's sitting on a bridge gazing at the
water, she's too afraid to jump
yet so afraid to stay
dont think too hard, dont think too fast.
dont ever give away waht you cant take back
nd i never want that feeling
i get when i'm with you
to go away
i'm not supposed to love you like this
to her, he's EVERYTHiNG. to him, she's just another GiRL
>> everyone's telling me to give up on you
... but they don't see you like i do.
staying up late
drama and fights,
[ p i l l o w f i g h t s ]
up all night
late night phone calls
playing a game
getting in trouble
going through pain
being the worst
being the best
being best friends
through all the rest
giving support when you are down
helping you out when you want to drown
thats why i love you and that's why i care
because i know you'll always be there
its heavy and it hurts and its love
YOURE ONLY AS STRONG AS
THE TABLES Y0U DANCE ON
THE DRiNKS Y0U MiX
AND THE FRiENDS Y0U ROLL WiTH
walk right past me..
i'm used to that
i'd rather have you as just my friend
than not have you in my life at all
all i want is something real.
someone who understands how i feel
i dont need another broken heart
i just want a love that wont fall apart..
there are days that i love you, and day that i dont. days i'd like to be friends. and days that i wont. days i'll pick up the phone and give you a call. days i'm so sad i dont want to talk to you at all. days i look back at all the things that we shared.
days i question myself if you really even care. theres so many things i wish i could say, but i'm scared it will all come out in the wrong way. no matter how much time goes by i'll always be by your side, cause i couldnt stop loving you <3
let me just sit here and
pretend like i'm worth
something to you.
those feelings that are the most painful are those
ones that nobody can explain, no quote can describe,
and no tears or smiles can make then go away. they're
the ones that hurt the deepest the ones that last the longest
advice is what we ask for when
we already know the answer, but
wish we didn't
-- remembering you is easy
-- i do it everyday, missing you is
-- the heartache that never goes away
BEST FRiENDS FOREVER*
that's how we'll remain
through the drama and problems
and all sorts of pain.
through hardships and troubles
and all we've been through.
i know for sure, we'll always
stay true. i'll risk everything
i have. i'll fight till i bleed.
give you my own life
..if that's what you need.
iVE NEVER FELT LiKE THiS BEFORE..YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO GOOD..EVER SiNCE i MET YOU..iVE FELT THiNGS i NEVER THOUGHT i WOULD..iVE FALLiN FOR YOU..LiKE YOU WERE SENT FROM ABOVE..i AM SAYiNG iT FiRST..BUT iT WONT BE THE LAST..BABY iM iN LOVE
okay, so maybe i like to dance in my underwear and laugh in the rain... but, you see, its the little things that make up for all the pain.
so its like...
i want to tell you
but i dont want you to know
i love talking about you because i can never run out of things to say. i never have a bigger smile or louder laugh, and even with everything that i say, i'm still the O N L Y one that understands why i love you <3
sure - i think other guys are cute, but everytime i see a cute guy - i remind myself of how cute you are. of how much i love you --- of how sweet you are. of how you can always brighten my day, and suddenly that other guy doesnt look so good anymore - so i look the other way
always hold your head up high..
even if on the inside you're about to cry..
pretend that nothing's wrong at all - close
your eyes before you fall. if you can't see it.
it's not there.. this is life and it's not fair..
everyone cries, everyone weeps
we all stay up late one night
because we can't go to sleep
tears coming out,
thoughts deep in your head;
so you -- sit and lay there;
and cry on your bed
you can't help but think
about all the things you had
you can't help but wonder;;
why they make you so sad.
you can't help to think
where did you go wrong?
you can't help to listen to your old song.
you can't help to think
about him day and night.
you can't help but wonder why.
this match isn't right.
so you're happy to see him.
it's been a long time;
you're happy to see him
and you don't know why.
she sits in the corner.. singing herself to sleep.. wrapped around in promises.. that no one seems to keep..
all i wanted was for him to ask what was wrong,
for him to care about how i felt,
for him to hug me and hold me,
and promise everything will be okay.
i need him tonight.
but he's not here...
he always has a way of never being there
one day you'll wake up and realize how special she is. and she'll be waking up to someone who already knows.
i love the thought, knowing you're here to love me and i have someone back to love.
GiViNG UP - doesnt make you weak. it means you're strong enough to let go
quotes from Precious_Quotes_x33
me and him were friends,
but once i told him i liked him.
he never took a glance at me again.
you make me feel invisible, i wish i really was.
she knows i like him,
whenever i'm with her i never shut up about him
then tonight, it all changed,
'cause she had to dance with him <3
lets kiss in the rain;
where the rain is so hard
the only thing we can see
is each other...
they always told us that hate was the worst thing you could say about a person but i simply must disagree if you dont really mean it, the love is the worst thing you could ever say.
i'm making myself nervous
trying to be so perfect,
because i know you're so worth it
you know he's something special
when no matter what kind of mood your
in, he can always manage to make you smile
i'm in love with you and i fell so hard,
i cant stop this feeling even if i wanted to
he's all i talk about
he's all i think about
he's all i dream about
he's all i whisper about
he's all i giggle about
he's all i ever wanted
-- and i love him more than anything
you're simply amazing.. i've never had anyone likie you in my life the way you make me smile is just unbelievable <3
every little tear we cried
for all the crazy stuff we tried
for staying through odds n ends
no one can replace my
Prep;;Goth;;Punk;;Skater;;Whatever.....me and my friends are just.....cool.
ever since i met you.. it just hasnt been the same; all i've been doing - is putting hearts around your name. <3
you say the sweetest things to me
at just the right moments
and it makes me feel so good
i'm a mess and my room usually is too. i laugh at the stupidest things, and say the wrong thing at the wrong time. i cry for no reason. sometimes i get mad easliy, but i'm just me and that's all i can be.
no matter how ugly you think
you are - - that special person that
loves you believes you're the most
beautiful and irresistible thing on
earth and nothing can ever change that.
what do you do when you k.n.o.w something is bad for you..
and you still can't l-e-t g.o..
we rock the ripped jeans and huge sunglasses taht perfectly match our 'screw you' attitudes and; to be honest we dont care if we mean a thing to you.. but you know we do. <3
you can have everything you want
you just cant have it all at once.
i cant say i've actually loved you, at least
not in that way, but i can tell you that i know
i could have if you had just given me the chance to do so
me and my friends are inseperable
you could try all you want to
b r e a k u s a p a r t < / 3
but somehow we will always
find our way back together
i'm the girl who will
put her head on your shoulder,
not because she's sleepy..
but because she want to be
c l o s e r t o y o u <3
she stood in the pouring rain, screaming his name, as he slowly walked away. 3
i'm nowhere near perfect; i eat when i'm bored, i fall for boys too easily, i'm vulnerable to believing lies, i'm hoping that one day i don't need a fake smile and made up stories to get someone to like me, i live by quotes that explain exactly what i'm going through and i make up excuses for everything.
i have my best friends and
my enemies; drama and
memories i'm just your
average typical teenager
i'm 99.9% sure that he doesnt like me, but its that .1% that keeps me hanging on.
her heart finally realized 3
what her mind knew all a l o n g
i cant figure our if i'm in love
with you... or the memories
she sparkles and shines, but feels so dull around him.
people's words affect you only as much as you let them.
truly great friends are hard to find,
difficult to leave,
and impossible to forget
we're all a little weird, and when we find those people whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with then and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness and call them our best friends
i just know that he warms my heart
and knows what all my imperfections are
and he said that i was
the brightest little firefly in his jar
do you know what it's like to fall in love?
to feel the most amazing feeling in the world
and when you dont think you could be happier
he tells you he met someone else
and your heart just stops beating?
i rock to my own style
and dance to my own beat
yeah, i'm over you, but i still have you on my buddy list and i still smile when you sign on..
we used to be the best of friends;; stay up till 4 in the morning talking about random things;; we used to have little rights and then move on;; we used to do each others make-up and hair and go out and have a good time;; but now i see you in the hallways and we just pass each other like we never even knew each others middle names
everyone has someone
out there that is perfect for them.
i'm so glad i found my perfection.
how do you know if he loves you?... its when you slap him and he kisses you. when you scream and he takes the time to calm you down. when you cry and he just holds you until you're alright. when you tell him how much you hates him and he says "i love you babe."
i'll tell you one thing..
it's always better when we're together
and its like.. your eyes still give me a reason to breathe;; the midnight kisses still mean absolutely everything to me
the only thing i love more than you is *us*
after all is said and done, i still think you're amazing. i still cherish every moment i spent with you, every smile you brought to my face. i'll be forever thankful that someone like you was brought into my life, even if you had to be taken away too soon. see, you were my miracle. you were the fairytale i got to live.
our laughs --?[ limitless ]
our memories --?[ countless ]
our friendship --?[ endless ]
it's that . .
|| up all night || all the time || girl talk || never fight || pink promise || guarantee || best friends forever ||
kinda thing . .
-- put your arms around me
what you feel is what you are
and what you are is beautiful --
he's my best friend, you know? the kind where at the end of the day i love to come home just to talk to him. the where i long for the weekend so i can see him. he's more than just my best friend; he's my world...
and when i'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
rejoice every time you hear the sound of my [voice]
just know that i'm looking down on you smiling
and i didn't feel a thing, so baby don't feel no pain
just s.m.i.l.e back<--
--*this reminds me of my best friend Brittani Jeanneret who died last year at the age of 14.. in loving memory*--
i smile each time i hear you're voice
but i can't help it. it's not my coice
my heart beats fast, my knees get weak.
my stomach drops and i can hardly speak.
every moment feels like a brand new
i just can't help it but.. i'm crazy about you
if i had to do it all over again,
you're worth every second
of my time
and every one of my thoughts.
sometimes i wonder..
why i am friends with you?
because all you ever do to me
is go and tell my secrets to
E V E R Y O N E 3
you always talk about me
b e h i n d m y b a c k
and then when i find out
and ask you why you talk
about me behind my back
you lie right to my face
and say that you never did that
well guess what.. i have
G O O D F R i E N D S <3
that tell me when..
poeple like you.. do this to
p e o p l e l i k e m e <3
so you know what bitch??
you can go find yourself
some other friends to go
F U C K A R O U N D <3
everyone says i should let go,
but how could i let go..
i f i s t i l l c a r e ??
and her heart got destoyed;
by a boy she thought she loved..
all he has to do is look at me
and it pathetically makes my day
and at first the relationship was only to make her jealous but now i think i'm really in love
no one will remember
the way love was
supposed to be.
pure and undefined.
*all you need is faith, trust and a little pixie dust 'hold my hand and we'll make it i swear..* --peter pan
the truth is, we hide so we can be found. we walk away to see who will follow, we cry to see who will wipe away our tears and we let our hearts get broken to see who will come and fix then <3
take chances, be young, go crazy
drive fast, kiss slow, no regrets*
and even though the photograph of me and you doesn't go with the way things are now, i still wish i was back in that picture with you in your arms *
every minute we're apart feels like forever <3
you say the sweetest little things
to me, at just the right moments, and it
makes me feel so good.. <3
not a day goes by that i dont think of you <3
and dont you know, she adores you.
i know exactly what makes me happy and your exactly it.
theres a spot in my heart that will never belong to anyone but you <3
do you know how many times i've
laid awake all night thinking about
how LUCKY i am and how much
..<33 i love you <33..
you are the type of boy that'll come up behind me.. put your hand on my hips.. just to catch me off guard and whisper in my ear loud enough for everyone to hear --?[i love you baby]
sometimes, no matter how long or how hard
you've loved someone, they just wont love you back
and no matter how much it hurts,
you'll have to be okay with that.
with friendship it doesnt matter how long you've
known then or how many fights you've been through
.. all that matters is who said they'd be there till the
end, and proved it.
dont find love ; let love find you
thats why its called falling in love
you dont force yourself to fall
y o u . j u s t . d o
when i walk by the two of you together, it seems like your voice gets louder, your smile gets bigger and you hold her even tighter. it's as if you want to prove a point, you want to show me you're happy. well i'll let you know something. your point is proven. you've acheieved your goal. because if it's sorrow you wat me to be in, don't worry you took care of that a long time ago.
i love being with you.. i dont have to work hard to impress anyone you know all my faults i cant cry in front of you and you'll just hold me until i stop or i can laugh so hard i cry and you'll laugh with me until we're both crying and its perfect how sometimes we dont have to say anything just being together is enough.. even though we know everything about each other we still never run out of things to talk about. youre always there for me whether to hold me or laugh with me youve been with me through everything and i cant imagine ever not having you in my life. i love having you in my life. forever is what ive always imagined myself sharing with you <3
a girl can only go so long without her best friend
my imaginary friend thinks you have serious problems
be careful of your thought, for your thought become your words.
be careful of your words, for your words become your actions.
be careful of your actions, for they become your habits.
be careful of your habits, for they become your character.
im deleting you from my life.
no longer am i going to suffer because of you.
you never know who your true friends are..
until tears are rolling down your cheeks;
the true friends are the ones,
who are there to wipe the tears
and hold your hand;
when everybody else just stands around
wondering what happened to you.
i hate how we dont tlak for weeks
but then all of a sudden you talk to
me again. and it is like as if
nothing happened.. and i slowly
start falling for you.. all over again
to her ;;
to him ;;
shes just a girl..
take every chance you get because
..some things only happen once
you dont have to be together
for him to break your heary 3
no body is p e r f e c t
some people are just
perfect for each other <3
theres only a few things in life
im addicted to .. *your eyes .
*your smile . *your voice . and *you .
play in the pouring rain.
dance when theres no music.
walk barefoot in the sand.
lay under the stars.
love like no other.
share secrets with friends.
laugh until it hurts.
and remember every minute of it
because you only get one life.
one day we are all going to fall in love. we are going to find a guy that makes us weak in the knees and gives us butterflies in our stomachs. who loves us for our imperfections and little things that make us unique and wouldnt trade us for the world.
one day we will get over high school drama. we will realize the important things in life are our friends and family and that the two go hand in hand. we will realize how amazing everyone is and how we could never live without them.
one day we will grow up. we will have responsibilties, children, mortgages, car payments, and jobs. we will carry baggage; not only briefcases but emotional as well. but until then lets live life to its fullest, be kids, make mistakes, laugh too long and too often, (make out too long and too often), enjoy friends and just life fabulously.
L O V E- the short with that leads to..
Most cases of broken heart ;;
An estimated 3/4 of all suicides ,,
And pretty much causes girls to cry.
glamorous and oh so gangster
with chanel sunglasses and a popped collar
she's brilliant but what things seem
aren't exactly what they are.
life isnt about the anount of breaths you take, its about the amount of moments that take your breath away.
we're not perfect. we laugh too hard,
we are way too loud and we make complete fools
of ourselves, but doing it together is what
makes us best friends forever
the only thing i ever wanted from you was a hug, is that too hard to ask for?
i have the weirdest laugh
and you always seem to make fun of me for it,
even though you do it.
i have this little voice in the
back of my head, that is saying
'dont worry, i know he really does love you'
i just tell myself.
"man i hope its true"
maybe its the way you grab my hand and hold it or the way you kiss me or maybe its the way you put your arms around me. maybe its the way you look at me and your smile just makes me melt. maybe its the way we can talk on the phone for hours about absolutely nothing at all but i still feel like i just had the best conversation of my life. maybe its the way that i want to break down and cry <33
i've thought about you so many times.
i've tried to get over you but each time i fail.
i stay up at night wondering what you are doing.
and honestly it's starting to scare me.
i'm scared that i'm just wasting my time on someone who will never love me back.
i want to know what you are thinking when you look at me and smile. <3
people say when you cry you'll always get
what you want but i know that's not true
because i cry all the time but i'm still not with you.
call me a slut.
call me a whore.
call me whatever. ive heard it before.
say that im fake. say that i lie. say what you want.
you wont see me cry, because i know none of its true but calling me all this shit,
ha, what the fuck does that make you?
i'm a mess and my room usually is too.
i laugh at the stupidest things, and say the
wrong thing at the wrong times. i cry for
no reason. soemtimes i get mad easily.
but i'm just me and that's all i can be.
boy, i promise you that she wont
ever be able to love you like i do.. 3
one day someone asked me to
describe myslef ;; i said-
i'm 15, i have brown eyes and i love a
boy who loves me back <3
never say you're sorry for what you meant to do.
we get in the biggest fights with the poeple we care about the most because those are the relationships we're willing to fight for <33
dont ever frown because you never know who is falling in love iwth your smile
falling in love was always easy for me.
its just falling out of it is the part that kills me.
no i dont like you.
i am totally in love with you.
i wish today,
could be tomorrow...
because the night,
is filled with sorrow
i dont get it;;
she stares at you all through class,
shes always trying to be around you,
you're totally blind of all of it
he looks at me with his beautiful eyes and
he smiles, and it pathetically makes my day
all i want is one chance, one kiss, one night to
show you what you mean to me, one chance to spend
the day with you and to show you how we're
so alike. one kiss to prove we're more than
just friends... and one night to hold you tight.
diamonds are so pretty
and so are pearls
but nothing is as gorgeous
as me and my girls <3
* SiGNS YoU LoVE HiM ;; <3
- you stare at him a lot.
- he always makes you laugh.
- you can tell him anything.
- you always seem to fing yourself thinking about him.
- when he's anywhere near you, you have to be with him.
- you go crazy over every little thing he does or says.
- whenever your with him you can't help but smile.
so lets have our last dance ;; hold
me tight in your arms, move quietly
to the music then press freeze. i
wanna stay in this moment forever*
it's the days we're so crazy people think we're drunk
the times we're so bored we laugh until we cry
all the inside jokes and the "remember whens"
these are all the reasons we'll always be best friends
i dont want the stars and the moon..
just someone to lay under them with
today was one of those days. the kinda days when here you're with your friends. and that special someone's there. and you're just living in the moment. you're cracking up, just having fun, and you just feel so beautiful. that's when you look up and see him standing right there. and then it all makes sense. and you just dont wanna let go of that moment forever.
i love you. i love you not because you're adorable or because you're sweet, or because you're my best friend. i love you because you make me step outside myself and look at who i really am. you make me want to be a better person, just because you are who you are. i can tell you absolutely everything and i know you will listen. and you're one of my best friends. but i will keep all of this to myself because i love you, but you do not love me... i wish that i could make you love me but i cannot. that is why these words will be forever lost in my memories never to be spoken aloud: i love you.
love is too strong of a word to be said too early but it has too beautiful of a meaning to be said too late
i am in love with nothing more than the memories of you